Saturday, August 30, 2014

salted fish...

"人若是没有目标,那么和一只咸鱼有什么分别"
Sometimes some of the movie quotes are making some senses tho... :/
4 months more i'll be officially 19...
Next year, i no longer can be hiding under my mummy's skirt...
But have to be an independent girl & step out from my comfort zone...
I know maybe it's quite shame to say but i'm not afraid to say that i'm scared of this day is ''on the way''...
Tuesday when i got fever... 
I was thinking...
How am i going to get a doctor when i'm offically studying outside no longer sticking in my house ?
Like my bro who is currently studying in Sarawak
He told me there's one day, he was sicked
But, he has to climb up from his bed & ride on his bike to clinic on his own...
My body condition on Tuesday was so so weak...
I couldn't even really walk properly gosh how am i going to ride on a bike ?!
Still that word, MUST take good care of own body !
To avoid all the sicknesses, MUST love own body !
Anyway, i'm out of my topic HAHAHA
Back to salted fish...
Hmmm...
Well currently i have no idea yet of what's my ambition...
My friends who got their results and will be start counting of are they qualified to take their course thing bla bla bla
And i was like "oh..~~~" ._.
Am i actually sounded kinda failure or something...
But i have the choice to choose my own path slowly right... ?
No rush ?
Or maybe i should ?
I should have set myself a goal & achieve it so that i'm not being just a salted fish... Perhaps ?
But it's always better late than never... Right... ?
*convincing myself*
AISHHHHH





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