Saturday, August 30, 2014

salted fish...

"人若是没有目标,那么和一只咸鱼有什么分别"
Sometimes some of the movie quotes are making some senses tho... :/
4 months more i'll be officially 19...
Next year, i no longer can be hiding under my mummy's skirt...
But have to be an independent girl & step out from my comfort zone...
I know maybe it's quite shame to say but i'm not afraid to say that i'm scared of this day is ''on the way''...
Tuesday when i got fever... 
I was thinking...
How am i going to get a doctor when i'm offically studying outside no longer sticking in my house ?
Like my bro who is currently studying in Sarawak
He told me there's one day, he was sicked
But, he has to climb up from his bed & ride on his bike to clinic on his own...
My body condition on Tuesday was so so weak...
I couldn't even really walk properly gosh how am i going to ride on a bike ?!
Still that word, MUST take good care of own body !
To avoid all the sicknesses, MUST love own body !
Anyway, i'm out of my topic HAHAHA
Back to salted fish...
Hmmm...
Well currently i have no idea yet of what's my ambition...
My friends who got their results and will be start counting of are they qualified to take their course thing bla bla bla
And i was like "oh..~~~" ._.
Am i actually sounded kinda failure or something...
But i have the choice to choose my own path slowly right... ?
No rush ?
Or maybe i should ?
I should have set myself a goal & achieve it so that i'm not being just a salted fish... Perhaps ?
But it's always better late than never... Right... ?
*convincing myself*
AISHHHHH





-byii-

Desires~

As time goes by...
Some of the things that we used to care so much...
Now, we no longer care that much...
Or something that we've been craving for...
Now, that thing is no longer that attractive for us anymore...
All those were just short termed of desires~












-byii-

dropping by...♥

Ain't got any specific topic to share of~
Just simply dropped by~
Busy as always (don't know what i was busying tho)...*hmm*
Got ill on last Wed (20th Aug 2014)...
Threw up about four times in school...
Just water...
Stomach doesn't feel well...
Non-stop vomit..couldn't eat well..sleep well..
23rd & 24th Aug 2014's
Been to KL still for Line Dance Workshop & Party~
*still in sick condition*
Another new experiences and new pages were added into my "book" :) 
Tho line dancing isn't my main but still had lots of fun :D
As long as you know how to "syok sendiri" ahahaha
Whatever doesn't really matters...
Passion is what matters :) 
Staring at the dance pool..every dance lovers were dancing happily, enjoying infront of you ♥
It's full of passionate, loves, enthusiasm, fun 
Anyway, two days after KL trip..i've got defeated again ._.
Fever 38.6 degree Celsius *hi doctor*
Vomit, Diarrhea *repeating_daily*
Until today, finally i felt a lil much more better...
The days before are really kinda torturing seriously...
Couldn't eat well, sleep well *sigh*
Somemore...
I was forced to give up on going to Penang during weekends...
No birthday celebration with my baby niece Isabelle nor supporting my mum's SoulDance team...
SIGHHHHHHH !!!!
Health is really really really important...
Thank God that i wasn't have Denggi
Must really really take good care of own body !
Healthy body leads you to everywhere 
Weak body leads you to nowhere but sicked bed !
Could you ever imagine that you lied on bed until your back muscles were so much tightened & a lil bit painful on your spines?!
Guess i rest too much maybe... too much of pressure on my back... haha... /.\





-byii-