courage to apologize and forgive. :)

well..

i said that i'll say sorry to him..

when reached home.. ( outside )

he's coming.. ( back from school )

what to say ?

silent ==''

open the gate by me..

close the gate by him..

put my bags on chair..

took out his mee cup and put on the computer table..

say nothing..

then before bath..

i start the conversation 1st..

'' 吃你的面啊 ''

then he say

'' har..吃這個啊 '' ( if i din rmb wrong )

'' 不然leh ''

then................

'' sorry ''

ishh..

he ar !!

pretending LCLY there orh ><''

then i say

'' 不要lcly那邊ah ''

he yam xiu..

'' zomok.................sorry la ''

hehehe..

nothing ler :)

退一步海闊天空 :x

lol XD

-yii-

what a sad sunday...

i didn't cry (大哭) for long time..

but today..

i did..

5.xxpm yvo dear say she'll fetch me back later..

no need daddy come studio fetch me lor..

then i fast sms to my brother..

ask him no need to fetch me..

he knew that im having children class..

i won't see my message !!

why he still reply me that ?!

class dismissed..

one of my kids told me that my car is here..

what ?!

my car is here ?!

how come.. ??

look my message..

damn !!

'' u tell daddy lar..fast fast ''

how could he so irresponsible ?!

i called him and scold..

really really behsong about that !!

say till half i straight kap the call..

in bad mood !!

go into car and tell my dad..

what the.. ?!

i kena scold ?!

ishh..

because of i scared you're busy-ing or didn't see the message from me..

so i chose to tell him !!

and he's the one who go fetch you back home isn't it ?!

tears dropping dropping dropping..

then he cool down and say what he sent to me..

i showed it to him..

reached home..

1st thing to do is what ?

scold !!

my dad scold too..

i know my brother also having hard feeling too..

but why don't he tell dad..

then won't happen THIS war !!

ma fan dad drove to there purposely..

i thought that after you fetch him back from work then fetch me ?!

how i know he back on 3.xxpm ?!

and you say your hp expired to dad..

why morning still can sms ?!

i really don't know..

and my dad is the one who likes to repeat the same thing..

that'll make people behsong..

i really no mood..

i know my brother also no mood..

but i really angry about that..

go into my room..

大哭

actually why should i cry ?!

i also don't know why i want to cry.. ==''

stupid !!

but just want to.. ==''

when im crying..

im thinking also..

who's the wrong one ?

if me..i'll say him..

if he..he'll say me..

blame who also unfair..

why should i cry..

and a lot

confusing..

shit !!

is having a headache again.. ( from morning already having it.. )

i stepped out from my room and tell my dad im headache don't want go ahgong's house eat..

then go back..

stupid me ==''

i cry until like this !!

UGLY FACE ==''

i didn't cry till like THIS for long time !! ==''

SHIT ==''

also don't know why i want to cry ==''

damn damn damn...

dad ask me cook noodles eat..

then they go out ler..

stepped out from my room and step into bathroom..

after bath..

sit on my bed..

lol..

my thumb toe is having a love ==''

LOL !!

still got mood take photos ==''

cook my dinner..

done..

they're back ==''

lol..

so fast 1 ?!

i thought they went to the new house..

but they went to the old house..

took back soup and rice + fish + chicken + vege for me..

ishhh..

i've fried 2 eggs and cooked 10 lil hot dogs neh ==''

ishh..

wasted the rice..

taking my dinner at living room..

watching tv with dad..

brother came out and keeping his laptop..

ishhhh !!

dad say many again !!!!

brother sure behsong liao ==''

then he say something make me behsong too !!

scold back !!

DAMN !!

what a sad sunday !!!

*anyone who had read this maybe will think that just a lil thing why want make till like that.. but..i also don't know how to say..nevermind..want how think then think barh..anything just ask me..

i...

i'll say sorry later ==''

but have to wait until his mood cooler 1st ==''

i'll say sorry is not because of it's all my fault..

is because i think that not only him did wrong..

well..

when im in bad mood..

will think to the other side..

or did something wrong and think that's not my fault..

but after i cool down myself..

then will think back of it..

then regret..

i shouldn't be like this always...

i must change it !!

-yii-

starbucks. :) ♥

this....

was the 1st time im having a drink at starbucks XD

LOL ==''

all the things there are very very very very expensive ><''

for me ==''

green tea latte..

DELICIOUS !!! XD

all for me XD no la :P is for me,ebby dear and yvo dear :D ♥

ebby dear's is capture-ing photos too XD

yvo dear :D ♥

she's looking at ebby dear's camera :(

XD

mine ♥

hiak hiaks ♥

that green stick is straw ==''

lol..

honestly...

if i didn't saw ebby dear used it to drink..

i don't know lor ==''

the holes is so tiny @@''

tasted it...

ooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.... !!!!

NICE NICE NICE !!!! XD

im lovin it ♥

hahaha..i blew it :x

♥

why ebby dear's head like that ? she's showing me take photos at that arah XD hahahahahaha..but it's too late :x

me and ebby dear :) ♥

me and yvo dear geh photos at ebby dear there..

next time baru take from her XD

almost finish ~ that magazine is ifeel magazine ;pp

almost...........

almost................................

FINISHED !! ta ta ta dang :x LOL ==''

wahaha..mine and yvo dear geh is so clean..because we not only using the straw suck it..

ebby dear's 1 got a lot of that erm erm..don't know how to say..bitter wor she said.. XD

thanks yvo dear for treated us drank this yummy and expensive drinks :D

thank you so much :)

muacks :)

♥

-yii-